Lately I’ve been struggling, as I am working so hard to do something creatively that can also earn me an income because my “real” job is sucking all the life and soul out of me.
I asked for a digital tarot reading, a 5 card spread on if I will ever tangibly weave my writing and my crafting into something that can sustain me as being my own boss so I wouldn’t have to work full time for the rest of my life.
I know these readings are usually skewed to what you want to hear, but what if what you want to hear is what you need to hear to keep your hopes up.
Anyway, this is what was pulled for me.
1. The Root – The Magician
You already have everything you need to create success — the skills, creativity, and spark. The Magician reminds you that your talents aren’t the issue; it’s about focusing your energy and trusting your own power. You can manifest this dream, but only through deliberate and steady creation, not waiting for the “right moment.” You’re the one weaving the magic here.
2. The Challenge – Five of Pentacles
This card speaks to doubt, scarcity, or fear of failure — the worry that your work won’t sustain you. It can also point to feeling unsupported or unseen. The lesson here is not to let temporary lack define your worth. Feral Coziness may need unconventional growth — a path outside traditional structures — and that’s okay.
3. The Guidance – Queen of Pentacles
A perfect card for crafters. The Queen of Pentacles thrives through grounded creativity — she builds beauty that nourishes others and herself. This is your sign to focus on turning your art into something tangible, marketable, and sustainable, without sacrificing warmth or authenticity. Treat your creative work like a real business, but keep the handmade soul alive.
4. The Momentum – The Star
This card is pure hope and renewal. It tells you that the more authentic and whimsical your work becomes, the more people will connect with it. You’re not meant to chase trends — you’re meant to shine in your own strange, tender way. The Star promises recognition, though it may come gradually. Keep showing up; people are watching, even if quietly.
5. The Outcome – Ten of Cups
This is emotional fulfillment, creative joy, and long-term harmony. It doesn’t necessarily scream “billion-dollar empire” — instead, it’s a life built around what you love. The cards suggest that yes, you can make it — but your version of success might look like a sustainable, joyful, independent life doing what you love, rather than traditional “fame.”